Déjà vu

It's an all-too-familiar occurance.

Here I am, staying up late at night doing reports and preparing / editing / augmenting workouts for my athletes, but my athletes don't give a damn and are missing training sessions as easily as they would a dental appointment.

Here I am, attending meetings with ISN and MSN, arranging for the use of the gym and for personalized gym workouts to be written for my athletes, but my athletes give even less than a damn about the gym sessions and are skipping the gym sessions simply because "daddy said 'no need'".

I wonder who will daddy blame when his kid ends up 2nd, 3rd or 4th placing next year.

I'm starting to wonder if I'm doing all this for the right reasons.