It doesn't matter ...

t doesn't matter how many good words you say, but say one thing wrong and you're screwed.

It doesn't matter how many good deeds you do, but make a mistake and yes, you guessed it ... you're screwed.

It doesn't matter how many times people screw up, but if YOU screw up once ... well, I'm sure you know the rest.

That's the position that I'm in now.

It seems that people are much happier to look at the faults of others rather than deeds. It seems that I'm expected to be perfect while everyone around me can be jerks, liars, manipulators, etc. The list is too long to mention. But I'm sure you get the picture.

This is life for me, and the people whom I've described are supposed to be my friends and allies.

Some deal huh?